WOW. This month has been the weirdest of my life, and I don't know if I like it or not. Don't get me wrong, I love weird stuff. I love standing out from the crowd, life's more fun that way. (: It's just Everything is moving so fast , I don't want to grow up. I've been really focusing on my Drama, But there's this girl, who I swear is determind to ruin any preformance I do. I did a peice with a few friends on Puppetry,(Which is when you show domminance over somone by controlling them. Like a puppet.) I'd would scream " WORK!" and they'd scrub the floor , one by one replying with " Don't do this", "Please, I have a family!" That sort of thing. I'm facing the audience with a blank look in my face. Showing no emotion. Then, I hear a voice copying the pleads for help. I try and ignore it but she gets louder and louder...untill I snapped. I lost focus, I glarded at her. " SHUT UP. Your being pathetic, I sat through yours, I even gave you positive feedback. Have some ******* respect." I shouldn't of, I know but I hate it when people are being rude!
Scince this I don't feel as confident on stage. I feel almost scared that she will do it again, not that i'm scared of her, Just that it's embarrising standing on stage whilst someone gets a cheap laugh out of making you look like a fool. Allthough did get a sneak peak at my Drama report and the feedback from that has perked me up a little. My teacher said : " Laura, You are my favourite student and If I ever need anyone to demonstrate any techniques, I will allways choose you." She also said : "Let me describe you in one word. Brilliant." The teacher I have at the moment is just incredible. She's so friendly and I feel like I can come out of my shell around her,When this year began, I told myself:" You want to be an actress? Then put some bloddy work into it!" And I really have. I've so far done a grand total of 1 monolouge! Which was described as "Beautiful." which I was so pleased with, pretty good seeing as I improvised all of it....yay!